Family

I read something that encouraged me to write this. I have a huge family that seems to hate one another. I am scrutinized by my family because that's what they do. They look at everyone else but themselves. So i call them self righteous hypocrites. I have been debating on whether or not I will move to Canada and eventually become a permanent resident. People in my family are so conniving and vindictive you'd think you were battling an enemy who wants to see you destroyed. Although I have distanced myself I try to be cordial but that's starting to be too much. I have never seen so many people who will hold a grudge until that person is dead. I have decided I'm not going to deal with it and I refuse to have my children exposed to something like that from their own family. I often think I would've been better born an orphan that been born with a family such as mine.